quiet

I'm not yours, and you're not mine
But we can sit and pass the time
No fighting wars, no ringing chimes,
We're just feeling fine. 

This is where we're supposed to be
Sitting by a broken tree
No tragedy, no poetry
Just staring at the sky

 

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

I like it here beside you dear
You're even more than you appear
And in the clouds my head is clear
Every time you say hello

So here's my heart, and here's my mouth
And I can't help if things come out
'Cause there are words I want to shout
But maybe I'll stay low

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

second go

How many times will the clock go around
How many times can my hands hit the ground
How many coffins before there's a crown
How far will I fall 'til the alarm sounds

How come you love me when I am ugly
Guess I can only hope

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

No matter the weather there's never a break
Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake
Cried 'til my river turned into a lake
And I'm wondering now before it's too late

How come you save me when I am angry
Reasons I'll never know

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

One to five I'm half alive, six to nine I'm out of line
Ten to twelve I'm not myself, by the millionth time..
I cry.

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

saviour

The night is deafening when the silence is listening
And I´m down on my knees and I know that something is missing.
Because the back of my mind is holding things I´m relying in
But I choose to ignore it because I´m always denying them.

I´m a bit of a manic when it´s not as I plan it
Cause I start losing my head and then I get up in a panic
Remember when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

It won´t ever change if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it but I know it´s hard to choose if you´re chained
And when it´s all you control cause you´ve got nothing less to hold
You´re getting tighter and tighter it´s getting harder to let it go

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

Stand me up and maybe I won´t be so small
Free my hands and feet and maybe I won´t always fall...
Save me

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

rolling girl

Lonely girl always dream of unreachable dreams
Making noise inside her head, stirring, churning.

She muttered, "No problem," but aren't those words lost?

Failing again, failing again.
After your search for mistakes, let's roll again!

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Playing with the meaning of words!

"Are you alright now?"
"Not yet. I still can't see my destination.
I'll just stop breathing, now."

Rolling girl has reached her limit. She can't reach, the other side's color
Voices pile on top of another, blending, mixing.

She muttered, "No problem," but aren't those words lost?
How are you going to make it good?
Even the hill road is inviting me to make mistakes.

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Silently repeating the meaning!

"Are you alright now?"
"Just a little more, maybe something will be in sight soon.
I'll stop breathing, now."

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Playing with the meaning of words!

"Are you alright now? It's okay. You are steadily getting tired, right?"
I'll stop breathing, now.

the story you don't know

On a day like any other
You suddenly started saying,
“Tonight, let’s go stargazing.”

“You say some good things every now and then”
Everyone said, laughing
On a road without lights,
We merrily walked along like idiots
And held our solitude and insecurity
So that it couldn’t be crushed

From the pitch black world, I looked up
Stars are falling in the night sky

I wonder how long the me
That’s chasing you has been here
Please, try not
To be surprised; listen to
These feelings of mine

“There’re Deneb, Altair, and Vega.”
You point them out in the Summer Triangle
I look at the sky and remember
I finally found Orihime-sama
But I wonder where Hikoboshi-sama is
Well, this is pretty lonely

The cheerful one next to you…
I can’t say anything

The truth is, I somehow
Always understood you
I found out
That I’ll never reach you
That’s no good; stop crying
I should have said something like that

Trying to act strong, I cowardly
I pretended like I had no interests
But
The pain stabbing my chest is growing
Now it makes sense; I’ve fallen in love
I’m sure it’s something like this

What do I want to do? Please say something
My heart’s voice calls out
Being next to you is nice
Reality is cruel

I didn’t say anything
I couldn’t say anything
I can never go back again

That summer day
Sparkling stars
I remember even now
Your laughing face, too
Your annoyed face, too
I loved them
It’s weird
Even though I knew,
It was unknown to you
My only secret
Crossing over the night
The you of my distant memories
Points your finger
With an innocent voice

~ with romantic greet ~

when I don't have any important thing,
I feel really lonely
I always wish some thing to god and pray :
"god, please give me the best thing that i want to protect even it will kill me"

until that day,
god give me a present
a small box, and say an order into my heart :
"please protect this box with carefully, but don't ever let people or yourself  to open the box,
only the dear person to you can open this box
and bring this box to the one place 
the stars and the birds will show you the way"

since that, my life always feel in danger
many people try to get this box, and really want to kill me
until evil mind come into my mind
"why i must protect this box without any reason ?
I even don't know what inside this box, should i try to see it by myself ?
but what about god promise ? what must i do ?"

and then i just do what must i do
i will never let this box loose from me
until i come to the place
there isn't any star in the night, and any bird in the noon
i see the church, and a girl crying

i ask her what happened, and she tell everything :
"my important things from my father is being taken by them,
i cannot live without that ! "
i really want to help her, those people is really killer
i think i will never come back to here

and then i go to the place where the girl say
but the girl cry and hold me tightly :
" please don't go, you might be killed"
without thinking, i give the box to her and say :
" please return it when i come back"
and then i leave

then i fight with them, it is really painful and hurt
but when i think about that girl smile when i return
somehow there is a power within me
when it finished, i never thought i will win

i come back to that girl with the pouch
i don't want to look inside, because it really important for her
as i thought, she smile and hug me

and then she open the pouch and there is the same box with me
then she say to me :
"my father said to me, i will give this box to the person who wanna sacrifice for me, 
please accept it"
i am really surprise when i open the her box
there is a ring in that box, and it really fit with my ring finger 

and i ask her to open my box
there also have a ring that fit her ring finger 
and the we marry in the church 
be witnessed by the angels 
 
i feel really happy until the end of my life
      

romeo and cinderella

[This love of mine will not be the tragedy that was of Juliet's
so please set me free from here]

Then let us be off…

Papa and mama have already gone away
Having left for their eternal journey
It’s then time for adults to be dreaming
It seems someone has been thrown again
into the depths of this abyss
Tonight, how far should I go?

Taking pleasure at your expression
as you nibble on the fruit; such loveliness
Saying goodbye to this halfhearted tale
Innocently laughing perhaps of ignorance
Yet wanting to learn so many things
Discovering every bit of you
is my true goal and desire…

The Sought-After Cinderella
Don’t you just love those dark apples?
But this page is already about to be turned
Unless we stop the time
The Runaway Juliet
But you don’t like that name, do you?
True, you are linked together
but it won’t be as fun if it isn’t that way
Now, why don’t we have some fun?

In this already heated journey
My heavy thoughts are in a distant prayer
Wondering if they will ever reach her
Everything I see is but a blur for my mind
Being transient, then disappearing
Is that how far my cries can only go?

A little hand beckoning me closer
“Leave your mysterious country” someone calls out
The blank pages have begun to run out
No matter how many times we are born, we’ll still disappear
Despite that, we hold out our hands
For this episode, a princess and a prince
is already enough, right?

The bells have been rung, Cinderella
Take off your shoe and run
If you don’t, I won’t be able to look for you
and bad dreams will start haunting you
The girl from the storybook who went on a journey
I wonder where she’s waiting right now
Things like love and dreams and hope
I threw all of them away
I then cry out “I’m coming for you”

Would you mind if I take a peek into your heart?
Would you mind if I grant all your desires for a lock of your hair ?
We’ve run out of pages so we need a peaceful closing
It looks like I no longer have a place here
[The conclusion is then up to you (the reader)]

Instead of the large box, the meaningless story was put in the small one
Wha-hey! Wait a minute!
If I’m Romeo, then this tale is a tragedy
“Yearn for me and covet me even more”
That is what a princess truly wants
[I don't want to be here (reality)] was actually a lie
Then this wolf has decided to devour you
Well since the prince was already discarded away
Then I’ll leave things to the ‘other me’
The glass shoe is a perfect fit for you
Now let me change this into a comedy
and I am now here to rescue (devour) you