quiet

I'm not yours, and you're not mine
But we can sit and pass the time
No fighting wars, no ringing chimes,
We're just feeling fine. 

This is where we're supposed to be
Sitting by a broken tree
No tragedy, no poetry
Just staring at the sky

 

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

I like it here beside you dear
You're even more than you appear
And in the clouds my head is clear
Every time you say hello

So here's my heart, and here's my mouth
And I can't help if things come out
'Cause there are words I want to shout
But maybe I'll stay low

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

second go

How many times will the clock go around
How many times can my hands hit the ground
How many coffins before there's a crown
How far will I fall 'til the alarm sounds

How come you love me when I am ugly
Guess I can only hope

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

No matter the weather there's never a break
Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake
Cried 'til my river turned into a lake
And I'm wondering now before it's too late

How come you save me when I am angry
Reasons I'll never know

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

One to five I'm half alive, six to nine I'm out of line
Ten to twelve I'm not myself, by the millionth time..
I cry.

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

saviour

The night is deafening when the silence is listening
And I´m down on my knees and I know that something is missing.
Because the back of my mind is holding things I´m relying in
But I choose to ignore it because I´m always denying them.

I´m a bit of a manic when it´s not as I plan it
Cause I start losing my head and then I get up in a panic
Remember when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

It won´t ever change if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it but I know it´s hard to choose if you´re chained
And when it´s all you control cause you´ve got nothing less to hold
You´re getting tighter and tighter it´s getting harder to let it go

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

Stand me up and maybe I won´t be so small
Free my hands and feet and maybe I won´t always fall...
Save me

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

rolling girl

Lonely girl always dream of unreachable dreams
Making noise inside her head, stirring, churning.

She muttered, "No problem," but aren't those words lost?

Failing again, failing again.
After your search for mistakes, let's roll again!

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Playing with the meaning of words!

"Are you alright now?"
"Not yet. I still can't see my destination.
I'll just stop breathing, now."

Rolling girl has reached her limit. She can't reach, the other side's color
Voices pile on top of another, blending, mixing.

She muttered, "No problem," but aren't those words lost?
How are you going to make it good?
Even the hill road is inviting me to make mistakes.

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Silently repeating the meaning!

"Are you alright now?"
"Just a little more, maybe something will be in sight soon.
I'll stop breathing, now."

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Playing with the meaning of words!

"Are you alright now? It's okay. You are steadily getting tired, right?"
I'll stop breathing, now.

the story you don't know

On a day like any other
You suddenly started saying,
“Tonight, let’s go stargazing.”

“You say some good things every now and then”
Everyone said, laughing
On a road without lights,
We merrily walked along like idiots
And held our solitude and insecurity
So that it couldn’t be crushed

From the pitch black world, I looked up
Stars are falling in the night sky

I wonder how long the me
That’s chasing you has been here
Please, try not
To be surprised; listen to
These feelings of mine

“There’re Deneb, Altair, and Vega.”
You point them out in the Summer Triangle
I look at the sky and remember
I finally found Orihime-sama
But I wonder where Hikoboshi-sama is
Well, this is pretty lonely

The cheerful one next to you…
I can’t say anything

The truth is, I somehow
Always understood you
I found out
That I’ll never reach you
That’s no good; stop crying
I should have said something like that

Trying to act strong, I cowardly
I pretended like I had no interests
But
The pain stabbing my chest is growing
Now it makes sense; I’ve fallen in love
I’m sure it’s something like this

What do I want to do? Please say something
My heart’s voice calls out
Being next to you is nice
Reality is cruel

I didn’t say anything
I couldn’t say anything
I can never go back again

That summer day
Sparkling stars
I remember even now
Your laughing face, too
Your annoyed face, too
I loved them
It’s weird
Even though I knew,
It was unknown to you
My only secret
Crossing over the night
The you of my distant memories
Points your finger
With an innocent voice