The Night Party ....

when daylight is gone, then comes the night
when the sun was dimmed, then came the full moon
with light that illuminated the dark city, not too bright but beautiful
when cloud cover moon light, the world seemed very dark as there is no hope

day when the full moon came up with a beautiful light
fields filled with flowers, dancing with graceful ease
with a light breeze, making the heart and the mind becomes cool
a very quiet night and sparkling, makes sense to continue like this
always hoped that that day never comes, when chaos arrives

moon that shines beautifully, giving the reflection of light into a blue pool
with the help of the stars that shine, but the moon is more shining beautifully
world such a beautiful night to meet dreams, so go to waste if missed
beautiful flowers were beautifully fluffy with blossom
out of pure light, flying up and dancing in the wind blew

time that night which is always anticipated, has now disappeared ...
in crying and in deep longing to ask "when that night will comes?"
this heart it's been dry and the mind has almost disappeared
world feels very empty without that night
whether it is the last day night live free?

finally the world is re-emerging, nothing has changed since the early
hearts and minds become refreshed, feeling the irresistible wish to always be like this
touched even holding awe of the beauty of the night
even at night it does not exist, just by closing eyes that night to look back
sound of the breeze in ears and feelings of flowers - flowers that are dancing with graceful

party the night that was so beautiful, graceful and charming
will not be forgotten until the end of this life

Until The Final Key ......

although I've tried ....
you still continue to emphasize my attempt to be more
although I've kept on your side ...
you continue to blame me for not watching you

ever you smile sweetly and say thank you?

ever you see me and feel proud of myself that continue to be by your side?
is there any sense of disappointment when you've just said the rude word  to me?

are you crying and lonely when I was not there beside you

but when I was near you and always pay attention to your
with upset and angry face, I cast out  and wish I had never been born

but that does not mean I'm not needed in this world
I was there, in the world there must be a goal
therefore, no matter what people say about myself
I'll go ahead and continue to be at your side

until the final key
where a new world open to you and you have to leave me
in the first place we met, dear 

That Should be me

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading about this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me,
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe that
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doing to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know that

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

I never shouldn't let you go
That should be me

Mom's Day ...

love of a mother ...
 felt when she hug you with a warm hug
with a dazzling smile
give a gentle kiss on the cheek
Reflect pure sound in the ears
Because of whether your precious self?

love of a mother ....
does not felt when she slapped with a big hand
threw an angry voice to stab the heart 

a disappointed face make great Sadness
That attitude does not care makes feel lonely
whether the fault your self?

but maternal love that cannot be measured magnitude
when she say sorry, thank you and praise words
heart feels like crying and happy That extraordinary Moved
gentle attitude makes sense to stop time and let time like this continue

Sometimes mother patience has limits
However, maternal love is never limited
Carved by mother love, Sometimes Damaged by our Mistakes
but mother Gave us a chance and carve back
mother wished to Avoid repeating the Same Mistakes

mother's love cans be felt all the time
Because feelings of a mother continue stored in the liver and is on our side

The Gentle Performance ...

So the little infant fell into a deep sleep.
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...
First one,then two ...
Surfaces numerous of your faces

A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth

I will continue to pray
Please bestow upon this child your love
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss

So the little infant fell into a deep sleep again.
Among the grey ashes in the lightning shining...
First three,then four ...
Surfaces numerous of your gentle faces

I will still continue to pray
Please bestow upon this child your love
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
And little gentle voice 

.........

letter for and from you, my love

 one day there is a lady wait for her love. they have always write the letter to other. until the lover want to meet her in the Christmas day.

dear my love,
 Christmas  is coming. have you prepared our night ? we will go to many interesting  places and buy many presents to children who can't celebrate Christmas. after that, we will eat in the best restaurant. we will be very happy and cheerful to let our schedule running smoothly. don't sad if you  can't wait for me. i always hope you can be my precious person in my life...

from your love 

then she always waiting for her love ....

"why he didn't come ? it is already so late. is there something wrong with him ? come on hurry, my dear. don't make me wait so long" 

the lover always waiting for him, from day to day, week to week, month to month and year to year but he didn't ever show him self and then she write a letter to her love.

dear my love, 
i have waited so long but you didn't show your self yet. what are you doing ? it is already  late 1 year from our schedule. is there something wrong with you so you can't show your self here. please don't make me wait for you so long. i am afraid i will think bad thing about you. so please go to my home quickly. i will make our favorite food and we will went to the first place we met. but don't worry i never think other man than you. you are the best man in my life. i will always pray for you to go home. you are always in my heart, darling.

from your love

after she sent it, next day her love parent come and say sorry to her. and then she ask why ? the parent say from a long time he was sick and he never went to his job.and yesterday he was in coma. he was cried can't spent his time with you but after he received letter from you. he was smiled and said "thanks for god to give me a amazing woman in this world. i am very grateful to her" and the he was die. 

the lady is smiling and cry. in her mind she said "thanks for your love my beloved man" and next day she is missing. the people said the man keep his promise and bring the lady to the place where they first met ...

 IN HEAVEN .....

place where they can fly with wings and seek the truth of their love......

light or dark ???

the light is so white, the dark is so black ....
what's about sky ??? why ???
sometimes sky is so bright, but sometimes sky is so dark ....
dark is very cold,  but light is very hot ....
what must we do to make it's warm ????

light glare at all, but the dark is very lonely and very quiet...
what about sky ???why ???
what is true sky from ????light or dark ???? 
why sky always change dark or light when we didn't know ....
is the meaning of sky is ... 
GOD FEELING ...????


so what is sky ...
LIGHT OR DARK ???

what is your heart color ????

what do you know the meaning of color ???
color can not be created without meaning, there is no use objects without meaning ....
 there isn't people understand the life meaning of them, until they can know what is their heart color ......
why the colors was created ??? is there any use in this world ??? is there any fortune with color ???

there will not name "world" if there isn't color ....
color is a life, we always find colors where ever we go ....
we can't run from "color", color is one important thing we must have in the world ....
sometimes color is gentle and pure, but sometimes color is stained and rough....

there are many colors in the world and we can't count it ....
color is always beside us, color is our friend who will never betrayed us in this world ....
don't think color is a bad and the worst, how about us ??? can you see your self before you are comment someone who you think is worse .....
after read this, can you get something about this blog ??? after you understand, can you answer ....

WHAT IS YOUR HEART COLOR ??? ....

when the hero comes to my life

You know, for me .......
in this world there is nothing good, nothing is fair in this world
until a hero comes, with white wings that illuminate the world
comes with a smiling face, raised me from the darkness
that makes my heart sad, upset, angry and crying

you know, just for me ......
he's willing to throw away his time, to find me, who lost in the darkness
holding me with his hand that looks pure and warm
he lifted me high up into the white clouds
hugged me and told me with a gentle voice
"Let us repeat everything from the beginning, where you have to be tried again"

with feelings that do not agree, I just replied ....
"I've failed, all was destroyed, there isn't any that i can be proud"
with a little laugh and nice, he replied ....
"Since I came to you and liberate you, you have become a new human"
with a question and can not trust, I ask .....
"Could I trust you? Because everyone was stepping on me like garbage"

he answered back with patience and a smile .....
"For those, you are garbage but to me you are gold, so as not to be humbled. you have to believe in yourself"
sentences spoken by his mouth, made me amazed ....

with a smile and joy that flows in my body, I'm replied ...
"I'm very happy with all your words, can I know who are you?"
with a gentle tone, he replied .....
"You will know who I am and all about me when you are awake and when we meet again one day ...."

the best love in my life

I cried a tear, You wiped it dry

I was confused, You cleared my mind

I sold my soul, You bought it back for me

You held me up, You gave me dignity

Somehow you needed me

You gave me strength, To stand alone again

To face the world, Out on my own again

You put me high, Upon a pedestal

So high that I could almost see eternity

You needed me

I can't believe it's you, I can't believe it's true

I needed you, And you were there

And I'll never leave, why should I leave?

I'd be a fool, I finally found someone who really cares

You held my hand, When it was cold

When I was lost, You took me home

You gave me love, When I was at the end

And turned my life, Back into truth again You even called me 'friend'

You needed me