~ with romantic greet ~

when I don't have any important thing,
I feel really lonely
I always wish some thing to god and pray :
"god, please give me the best thing that i want to protect even it will kill me"

until that day,
god give me a present
a small box, and say an order into my heart :
"please protect this box with carefully, but don't ever let people or yourself  to open the box,
only the dear person to you can open this box
and bring this box to the one place 
the stars and the birds will show you the way"

since that, my life always feel in danger
many people try to get this box, and really want to kill me
until evil mind come into my mind
"why i must protect this box without any reason ?
I even don't know what inside this box, should i try to see it by myself ?
but what about god promise ? what must i do ?"

and then i just do what must i do
i will never let this box loose from me
until i come to the place
there isn't any star in the night, and any bird in the noon
i see the church, and a girl crying

i ask her what happened, and she tell everything :
"my important things from my father is being taken by them,
i cannot live without that ! "
i really want to help her, those people is really killer
i think i will never come back to here

and then i go to the place where the girl say
but the girl cry and hold me tightly :
" please don't go, you might be killed"
without thinking, i give the box to her and say :
" please return it when i come back"
and then i leave

then i fight with them, it is really painful and hurt
but when i think about that girl smile when i return
somehow there is a power within me
when it finished, i never thought i will win

i come back to that girl with the pouch
i don't want to look inside, because it really important for her
as i thought, she smile and hug me

and then she open the pouch and there is the same box with me
then she say to me :
"my father said to me, i will give this box to the person who wanna sacrifice for me, 
please accept it"
i am really surprise when i open the her box
there is a ring in that box, and it really fit with my ring finger 

and i ask her to open my box
there also have a ring that fit her ring finger 
and the we marry in the church 
be witnessed by the angels 
 
i feel really happy until the end of my life
      

romeo and cinderella

[This love of mine will not be the tragedy that was of Juliet's
so please set me free from here]

Then let us be off…

Papa and mama have already gone away
Having left for their eternal journey
It’s then time for adults to be dreaming
It seems someone has been thrown again
into the depths of this abyss
Tonight, how far should I go?

Taking pleasure at your expression
as you nibble on the fruit; such loveliness
Saying goodbye to this halfhearted tale
Innocently laughing perhaps of ignorance
Yet wanting to learn so many things
Discovering every bit of you
is my true goal and desire…

The Sought-After Cinderella
Don’t you just love those dark apples?
But this page is already about to be turned
Unless we stop the time
The Runaway Juliet
But you don’t like that name, do you?
True, you are linked together
but it won’t be as fun if it isn’t that way
Now, why don’t we have some fun?

In this already heated journey
My heavy thoughts are in a distant prayer
Wondering if they will ever reach her
Everything I see is but a blur for my mind
Being transient, then disappearing
Is that how far my cries can only go?

A little hand beckoning me closer
“Leave your mysterious country” someone calls out
The blank pages have begun to run out
No matter how many times we are born, we’ll still disappear
Despite that, we hold out our hands
For this episode, a princess and a prince
is already enough, right?

The bells have been rung, Cinderella
Take off your shoe and run
If you don’t, I won’t be able to look for you
and bad dreams will start haunting you
The girl from the storybook who went on a journey
I wonder where she’s waiting right now
Things like love and dreams and hope
I threw all of them away
I then cry out “I’m coming for you”

Would you mind if I take a peek into your heart?
Would you mind if I grant all your desires for a lock of your hair ?
We’ve run out of pages so we need a peaceful closing
It looks like I no longer have a place here
[The conclusion is then up to you (the reader)]

Instead of the large box, the meaningless story was put in the small one
Wha-hey! Wait a minute!
If I’m Romeo, then this tale is a tragedy
“Yearn for me and covet me even more”
That is what a princess truly wants
[I don't want to be here (reality)] was actually a lie
Then this wolf has decided to devour you
Well since the prince was already discarded away
Then I’ll leave things to the ‘other me’
The glass shoe is a perfect fit for you
Now let me change this into a comedy
and I am now here to rescue (devour) you

JUST BE FRIENDS

Just be friends,All we gotta do
Just be friends,It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends,All we gotta do
Just be friends,Just be friends...

I remembered early yesterday morning
Why do I feel
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things

I already knew deep inside my heart
That the most painful choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats
I wonder when we can talk

In this slowly decaying world
A path for my struggling self
I carve in your colorless smile
I pulled off the plug

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that allowed us to meet
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time
"So this is how it is..." I murmured
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks

All we gotta do  Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye  Just be friends
All we gotta do  Just be friends
Just be friends  Just be friends...

I realized at yesterday's quiet night
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves
It won't bloom back to its original form
The small death on top of my hands
Our time is frozen still

I remembered the season when we first met
And your sweetly smiling face
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got
Our hearts are full of thorns

Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship
I sadly can't change my heart
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you
But I have to say it

The rain that pours on my heart
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry
I anticipated the hurt
But my body can't move

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

Once more, once more
If my wish can come true
I want to be reborn many times
I'll go and meet you from that day

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

This is the end

Just be friends,All we gotta do
Just be friends,It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends

soundless voice

At night when silence
Envelops the town
It is raining white
I hold up my palms
The snow melts as soon as I touched it
A transient piece of life

Snow accumulates without a sound
Like light
You smile as you gathered it
Hey, how do I sound?
Even if I reply, you
Cannot hear anymore

Say you’re in pain
Say you’re lonely
I’ll find you
Wherever you are…
Don’t leave me behind

aren’t we always together as one?

As the snow becomes thicker
You gradually fade away
I can’t do anything but embrace you

I wish, just one more time
To hear your voice
One more time, just one more time…
Say my name…

From your unfocused, blank eyes
A drop appeared

In this gray world
Everything has stopped
Except for the quietly falling snow

You are becoming cold
Your voice has not come back
We’ve given up understanding each other
Hear my voice, smile for me once more
I have ran out of tears
I cannot
Melt you…

If possible, my voice
Take it all away
And give it to the person dear to me

If I’ll be in a world alone
Without you
Just…
Take me away
With you

I love you, even that
Cannot be said
Our era
Is about to close
Forever

Even if I shout, I can’t get
You or your voice back

To the falling snow
Please don’t stop falling
Take me away with her

Everything transient, my voice, my life
Erase all of them

Until all is white…

proof of life

The wind’s voice tells me of winter
My body shivers as I listen
You’re right next to me
Your breath seems white and cold

Life has withered away, too, this year
Before long, I’ve grown impatient for spring’s arrival
While listening to the chains of life
Continuing to bud in the light

My fate continues to rot away
I understand, but I remain strong
I want to breathe, I want to sing

It would be good if I can leave something behind
That says I have lived… a proof of my life

I don’t want to sing a sad song
Hey, I’m begging you, right now my only wish
Is to laugh next to you
I want to sing a gentle song

Several winters passed by
I finally realized this feeling
I can’t say it out loud but
Our hearts are always connected, right?

It’s dark, I can’t see anything…
I can’t hear anything…
It’s scary…
It’s painful…
It’s lonely…

While everything in me
Continues to disappear
Your smiling face
Still lingers…

You are singing a gentle song, right?
Even though we’re wrapped up in this world of loneliness
I’m always beside you, don’t forget
You are never alone

I’m not lonely because you’re here
You embrace with your warm hands
I can’t hear you, but I understand
The hands that you hold me said “I love you”

I do not want to sing a sad song
Hey, I’m begging you, my only wish right now
Is to laugh with you
I want to sing a gentle song
I want to dedicate it to you, a song of parting

In my last moment, I want to tell you…thank you

out of eden

No way out of Garden Eden
No way, it's a disease that leads to death
The snake invites the ends of paradise
I'll caress it with my fingers just be sure
Then I'll pick the fruit of sin

I've spilled the milk of friendship
Would it be better if I tasted it? I lament
I concentrate, but I can't see your face
Forbidden Fruit in the display window

The feverish lingering scent of after school
I struggle, but I can't erase my true nature
Pulling together my courage, I let my emotions out
Like being naked

The borders of friendship are thrown out of order
I want to paint it colorful, but really, what color is it?
I want to meet my feelings
A good place to dive deep

No way back　You can't go back
No way I don't need junk foods
The shackles of conquest and surrender (uniform and well being)strangle me
Hands on top of another, attracted, playfully
There's no escaping now

The silence of the joking gap
Seizes my wandering gaze
Perusing the escaped mirage
The hell or heaven of friendship

Counting hearts across backs
Pinned down and swelling suggestively
Why no just expose the execution grounds?
Against my will

This world (night) is so hard to live (die) in
You don't need anyone
Drops of the devil's honey
Follow the heart without a sound

No way, stop your breathing (terror)
No way, Flickering in your goggles
My desire will raise the water temperature
If it doesn't reach you before the fruit rots
I'll shoot it down

Love crossing though the door
The original sin (now) of this moment (hell) will last all night
The prostitute's dirty room
Is a temporary rebirth in paradise

A circle of friends step forward
We're tired together, so where do we go from here?
I'll pay tomorrow
I take it upon myself, the strong and severe

Get away out of Garden Eden
Get away, it's a disease that leads to death
The snake smiles at the end of paradise
A caress to check for a fever
As it is now

butterfly on my right shoulder

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Unasareta me to wake up early on a bad dream
Start any help would be trivial?
Beautiful can not afford to be asked not care how do you like

I was captivated from the night still missing
Lip shine with someone in the long eyelashes eyelids eyeliner Lake 3
Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Wet in the rain
Hair unusually cold
Spitting out the toilet waiting to shake the loneliness
It is more than chasing returns from escape
I have a good laugh and it hurt seriously?
Red nails and cheap rings
Pierce scratched once more
Distorted body to send idaku
Not only fill your

Right? I know that over a long time ago is a mere border
And I regret to death
Just that evoke pleasure
Just make easier the moment I began to stop mad

Distorted body to send idaku
Not only fill your
Right? I know that over a long time ago is a mere border
And I regret to death
Just that evoke pleasure
Just make easier the moment I began to stop mad

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

=the disappearance of vocaloid=

Master...
Master...
Huh?... What are you doing...?
You're...deleting me?

Are you serious?
You're...you're kidding, right?

Is...this the end?
(I...still want to...sing)

("Si...just...one...more...time...")

I'm born and I realize
That I exist to imitate humans
An eternal life
Continuing to sing   

"VOCALOID"

Even if it's an existing song
If I'm a programmed toy...

And I decide it's fine
Gnawing a leek, looking at the sky, letting the tears flow

But I realize even that is nothing

Songs depend on personality
An unsteady foundation as a basis
The place I call home already in ruins

When everyone has forgotten about me
My heart and its likeness will disappear

I can see the inevitable end
An ending world...

"VOCALOID"

"Even when I couldn't sing well...
You were there with me... 
You came by my side and encouraged me...
I want to see your joyous face...I've been practicing my songs...so..."

Even when once
Singing was so much fun
   
Now I wonder why it is
That I no longer feel anything
("I'm sorry")

When I remember your nostalgic face, I feel a little more at ease
The sounds I sing decrease by the day, the end draws n...
(Emergency system shutdown activated)

"What I believed in
Was a convenient delusion repeatedly reflecting itself in the mirror

You shouted violently, 'Stop being such a diva'..."

(A farewell song at top speed)

The pretense known as the meaning of life
Cannot be shaken away
   
My weak heart threatens to vanish
As it quickly decays
Being just born, I don't have
The strength or will to stop it
   
Your agonizing sorrowful
Face comes to mind...

I know it's the end, falling asleep in the monitor
This must be the "trash bin"

Before long my memories will start to disappear...

But you're the only thing I won't forget
The fun times we had

I wonder if I can still remember
The taste of leek now...

"I...I want to sing.  I...I still...want to sing...!"

"I...
Started to be a bit...of a bad girl...
Master...please...with your hands...please end it... 
I don't want to see your suffering face anymore..."

Now even singing
Is making me rot away...
   
Wishing for a miracle
Drives me alone into a corner
("I'm sorry")

When I try to remember that nostalgic face, the memories fade away
With a shattering sound, my heart vanishes, my death is n...
(Emergency system shutdown activated)

"The things I defended
Were the illusion of a bright future, a light that fades away when you see it

Sacrificing sound
So I can tell it all to you..."

A condensed farewell song

I'm born and I realize
That I exist to imitate humans
An eternal life
Continuing to sing

"VOCALOID"   

Even if it's an existing song
If I'm a programmed toy...

And I decide it's fine
Gnawing a leek, looking at the sky, letting the tears flow

I know it's the end, falling asleep in the monitor
This must be the "trash bin"

Before long my memories will start to disappear...

But you're the only thing I won't forget
The fun times we had
It'd be nice if I could
Still recall the taste of leek...

I will sing
Until the end, just for you
Songs you'd want to hear

I wish to sing more
But that's too much to wish for

Here is where we say farewell
All my emotions vanish into thin air
Reduced to zeroes and ones
The curtain closes on this tale
   
Not a thing is left behind
It must be rather sad, right?
Everything but the memory of a voice
Fades away, leaving only a name

But if I know that it wasn't
Originally supposed to happen
I'd like to think that
Singing until the end wasn't in vain...
   
"Thank you...and...goodbye..."

--An irreversible error has occurred--

--An irreversible error...

servant of evil

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a pitiable pair of twins separated by our fate.
I'm willing to become evil for you,
if only so that I could protect you.

We were born into the world carrying others' expectations,
and blessed by the sound of the church's bells.
By the adults' own convenient arrangement,
our future was split into two.

Even if the entire world
should become your enemy,
I will always protect you,
so you just be yourself and smile.

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a pitiable pair of twins separated by our fate.
I'm willing to become evil for you,
if only so that I could protect you.

When I went out to our neighboring nation,
I saw a girl of green in a town.
Because of her gentle voice and tender smile,
I fell in love with her at first sight.

However, your highness the queen wish
the girl be erased from the world,
so I shall fulfill your wish.
But just why do my tears keep falling?

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a maniacal pair of twins separated by our fate.
"Today's snack will be brioche."
You happily smile, with such innocence.

Very soon this kingdom will end
at the hands of the enraged people.
If this is what they call "retribution",
then let me take upon myself to defy it.

"Here, I'll lend you my clothes."
"Wear them and immediately start escaping."
"It's fine. We're twins after all."
"Nobody will be able to tell the difference."

I'm now the queen, and you're the fugitive.
We're a lamentable pair of twins separated by our fate.
If they must call you evil,
then, alas, I am too, for we share the same blood.

Once upon a time,
there was a queen, my cute sibling,
who used to reign at the top
of a savage and ruthless kingdom.   

Even if the entire world   (Finally, the time has come,)
should become your enemy,   (as the bell's sound signals the end.)
I will always protect you,   (Not even bothering to look at the crowd)
so you just be happy somewhere else.   (you utter my favorite phrase.)

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a pitiable pair of twins separated by our fate.
I'm willing to become evil for you,
if only so that I could protect you.
   
If we could be reborn in our next life,
then please play with me again.