quiet

I'm not yours, and you're not mine
But we can sit and pass the time
No fighting wars, no ringing chimes,
We're just feeling fine. 

This is where we're supposed to be
Sitting by a broken tree
No tragedy, no poetry
Just staring at the sky

 

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

I like it here beside you dear
You're even more than you appear
And in the clouds my head is clear
Every time you say hello

So here's my heart, and here's my mouth
And I can't help if things come out
'Cause there are words I want to shout
But maybe I'll stay low

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

second go

How many times will the clock go around
How many times can my hands hit the ground
How many coffins before there's a crown
How far will I fall 'til the alarm sounds

How come you love me when I am ugly
Guess I can only hope

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

No matter the weather there's never a break
Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake
Cried 'til my river turned into a lake
And I'm wondering now before it's too late

How come you save me when I am angry
Reasons I'll never know

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

One to five I'm half alive, six to nine I'm out of line
Ten to twelve I'm not myself, by the millionth time..
I cry.

Give me a second go,
Don't let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

saviour

The night is deafening when the silence is listening
And I´m down on my knees and I know that something is missing.
Because the back of my mind is holding things I´m relying in
But I choose to ignore it because I´m always denying them.

I´m a bit of a manic when it´s not as I plan it
Cause I start losing my head and then I get up in a panic
Remember when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

It won´t ever change if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it but I know it´s hard to choose if you´re chained
And when it´s all you control cause you´ve got nothing less to hold
You´re getting tighter and tighter it´s getting harder to let it go

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

Stand me up and maybe I won´t be so small
Free my hands and feet and maybe I won´t always fall...
Save me

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour

rolling girl

Lonely girl always dream of unreachable dreams
Making noise inside her head, stirring, churning.

She muttered, "No problem," but aren't those words lost?

Failing again, failing again.
After your search for mistakes, let's roll again!

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Playing with the meaning of words!

"Are you alright now?"
"Not yet. I still can't see my destination.
I'll just stop breathing, now."

Rolling girl has reached her limit. She can't reach, the other side's color
Voices pile on top of another, blending, mixing.

She muttered, "No problem," but aren't those words lost?
How are you going to make it good?
Even the hill road is inviting me to make mistakes.

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Silently repeating the meaning!

"Are you alright now?"
"Just a little more, maybe something will be in sight soon.
I'll stop breathing, now."

Once more, once more
"I'll roll again today, "
The girl said, the girl said
Playing with the meaning of words!

"Are you alright now? It's okay. You are steadily getting tired, right?"
I'll stop breathing, now.

the story you don't know

On a day like any other
You suddenly started saying,
“Tonight, let’s go stargazing.”

“You say some good things every now and then”
Everyone said, laughing
On a road without lights,
We merrily walked along like idiots
And held our solitude and insecurity
So that it couldn’t be crushed

From the pitch black world, I looked up
Stars are falling in the night sky

I wonder how long the me
That’s chasing you has been here
Please, try not
To be surprised; listen to
These feelings of mine

“There’re Deneb, Altair, and Vega.”
You point them out in the Summer Triangle
I look at the sky and remember
I finally found Orihime-sama
But I wonder where Hikoboshi-sama is
Well, this is pretty lonely

The cheerful one next to you…
I can’t say anything

The truth is, I somehow
Always understood you
I found out
That I’ll never reach you
That’s no good; stop crying
I should have said something like that

Trying to act strong, I cowardly
I pretended like I had no interests
But
The pain stabbing my chest is growing
Now it makes sense; I’ve fallen in love
I’m sure it’s something like this

What do I want to do? Please say something
My heart’s voice calls out
Being next to you is nice
Reality is cruel

I didn’t say anything
I couldn’t say anything
I can never go back again

That summer day
Sparkling stars
I remember even now
Your laughing face, too
Your annoyed face, too
I loved them
It’s weird
Even though I knew,
It was unknown to you
My only secret
Crossing over the night
The you of my distant memories
Points your finger
With an innocent voice

~ with romantic greet ~

when I don't have any important thing,
I feel really lonely
I always wish some thing to god and pray :
"god, please give me the best thing that i want to protect even it will kill me"

until that day,
god give me a present
a small box, and say an order into my heart :
"please protect this box with carefully, but don't ever let people or yourself  to open the box,
only the dear person to you can open this box
and bring this box to the one place 
the stars and the birds will show you the way"

since that, my life always feel in danger
many people try to get this box, and really want to kill me
until evil mind come into my mind
"why i must protect this box without any reason ?
I even don't know what inside this box, should i try to see it by myself ?
but what about god promise ? what must i do ?"

and then i just do what must i do
i will never let this box loose from me
until i come to the place
there isn't any star in the night, and any bird in the noon
i see the church, and a girl crying

i ask her what happened, and she tell everything :
"my important things from my father is being taken by them,
i cannot live without that ! "
i really want to help her, those people is really killer
i think i will never come back to here

and then i go to the place where the girl say
but the girl cry and hold me tightly :
" please don't go, you might be killed"
without thinking, i give the box to her and say :
" please return it when i come back"
and then i leave

then i fight with them, it is really painful and hurt
but when i think about that girl smile when i return
somehow there is a power within me
when it finished, i never thought i will win

i come back to that girl with the pouch
i don't want to look inside, because it really important for her
as i thought, she smile and hug me

and then she open the pouch and there is the same box with me
then she say to me :
"my father said to me, i will give this box to the person who wanna sacrifice for me, 
please accept it"
i am really surprise when i open the her box
there is a ring in that box, and it really fit with my ring finger 

and i ask her to open my box
there also have a ring that fit her ring finger 
and the we marry in the church 
be witnessed by the angels 
 
i feel really happy until the end of my life
      

romeo and cinderella

[This love of mine will not be the tragedy that was of Juliet's
so please set me free from here]

Then let us be off…

Papa and mama have already gone away
Having left for their eternal journey
It’s then time for adults to be dreaming
It seems someone has been thrown again
into the depths of this abyss
Tonight, how far should I go?

Taking pleasure at your expression
as you nibble on the fruit; such loveliness
Saying goodbye to this halfhearted tale
Innocently laughing perhaps of ignorance
Yet wanting to learn so many things
Discovering every bit of you
is my true goal and desire…

The Sought-After Cinderella
Don’t you just love those dark apples?
But this page is already about to be turned
Unless we stop the time
The Runaway Juliet
But you don’t like that name, do you?
True, you are linked together
but it won’t be as fun if it isn’t that way
Now, why don’t we have some fun?

In this already heated journey
My heavy thoughts are in a distant prayer
Wondering if they will ever reach her
Everything I see is but a blur for my mind
Being transient, then disappearing
Is that how far my cries can only go?

A little hand beckoning me closer
“Leave your mysterious country” someone calls out
The blank pages have begun to run out
No matter how many times we are born, we’ll still disappear
Despite that, we hold out our hands
For this episode, a princess and a prince
is already enough, right?

The bells have been rung, Cinderella
Take off your shoe and run
If you don’t, I won’t be able to look for you
and bad dreams will start haunting you
The girl from the storybook who went on a journey
I wonder where she’s waiting right now
Things like love and dreams and hope
I threw all of them away
I then cry out “I’m coming for you”

Would you mind if I take a peek into your heart?
Would you mind if I grant all your desires for a lock of your hair ?
We’ve run out of pages so we need a peaceful closing
It looks like I no longer have a place here
[The conclusion is then up to you (the reader)]

Instead of the large box, the meaningless story was put in the small one
Wha-hey! Wait a minute!
If I’m Romeo, then this tale is a tragedy
“Yearn for me and covet me even more”
That is what a princess truly wants
[I don't want to be here (reality)] was actually a lie
Then this wolf has decided to devour you
Well since the prince was already discarded away
Then I’ll leave things to the ‘other me’
The glass shoe is a perfect fit for you
Now let me change this into a comedy
and I am now here to rescue (devour) you

JUST BE FRIENDS

Just be friends,All we gotta do
Just be friends,It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends,All we gotta do
Just be friends,Just be friends...

I remembered early yesterday morning
Why do I feel
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things

I already knew deep inside my heart
That the most painful choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats
I wonder when we can talk

In this slowly decaying world
A path for my struggling self
I carve in your colorless smile
I pulled off the plug

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that allowed us to meet
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time
"So this is how it is..." I murmured
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks

All we gotta do  Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye  Just be friends
All we gotta do  Just be friends
Just be friends  Just be friends...

I realized at yesterday's quiet night
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves
It won't bloom back to its original form
The small death on top of my hands
Our time is frozen still

I remembered the season when we first met
And your sweetly smiling face
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got
Our hearts are full of thorns

Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship
I sadly can't change my heart
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you
But I have to say it

The rain that pours on my heart
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry
I anticipated the hurt
But my body can't move

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

Once more, once more
If my wish can come true
I want to be reborn many times
I'll go and meet you from that day

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

This is the end

Just be friends,All we gotta do
Just be friends,It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends

soundless voice

At night when silence
Envelops the town
It is raining white
I hold up my palms
The snow melts as soon as I touched it
A transient piece of life

Snow accumulates without a sound
Like light
You smile as you gathered it
Hey, how do I sound?
Even if I reply, you
Cannot hear anymore

Say you’re in pain
Say you’re lonely
I’ll find you
Wherever you are…
Don’t leave me behind

aren’t we always together as one?

As the snow becomes thicker
You gradually fade away
I can’t do anything but embrace you

I wish, just one more time
To hear your voice
One more time, just one more time…
Say my name…

From your unfocused, blank eyes
A drop appeared

In this gray world
Everything has stopped
Except for the quietly falling snow

You are becoming cold
Your voice has not come back
We’ve given up understanding each other
Hear my voice, smile for me once more
I have ran out of tears
I cannot
Melt you…

If possible, my voice
Take it all away
And give it to the person dear to me

If I’ll be in a world alone
Without you
Just…
Take me away
With you

I love you, even that
Cannot be said
Our era
Is about to close
Forever

Even if I shout, I can’t get
You or your voice back

To the falling snow
Please don’t stop falling
Take me away with her

Everything transient, my voice, my life
Erase all of them

Until all is white…

proof of life

The wind’s voice tells me of winter
My body shivers as I listen
You’re right next to me
Your breath seems white and cold

Life has withered away, too, this year
Before long, I’ve grown impatient for spring’s arrival
While listening to the chains of life
Continuing to bud in the light

My fate continues to rot away
I understand, but I remain strong
I want to breathe, I want to sing

It would be good if I can leave something behind
That says I have lived… a proof of my life

I don’t want to sing a sad song
Hey, I’m begging you, right now my only wish
Is to laugh next to you
I want to sing a gentle song

Several winters passed by
I finally realized this feeling
I can’t say it out loud but
Our hearts are always connected, right?

It’s dark, I can’t see anything…
I can’t hear anything…
It’s scary…
It’s painful…
It’s lonely…

While everything in me
Continues to disappear
Your smiling face
Still lingers…

You are singing a gentle song, right?
Even though we’re wrapped up in this world of loneliness
I’m always beside you, don’t forget
You are never alone

I’m not lonely because you’re here
You embrace with your warm hands
I can’t hear you, but I understand
The hands that you hold me said “I love you”

I do not want to sing a sad song
Hey, I’m begging you, my only wish right now
Is to laugh with you
I want to sing a gentle song
I want to dedicate it to you, a song of parting

In my last moment, I want to tell you…thank you

out of eden

No way out of Garden Eden
No way, it's a disease that leads to death
The snake invites the ends of paradise
I'll caress it with my fingers just be sure
Then I'll pick the fruit of sin

I've spilled the milk of friendship
Would it be better if I tasted it? I lament
I concentrate, but I can't see your face
Forbidden Fruit in the display window

The feverish lingering scent of after school
I struggle, but I can't erase my true nature
Pulling together my courage, I let my emotions out
Like being naked

The borders of friendship are thrown out of order
I want to paint it colorful, but really, what color is it?
I want to meet my feelings
A good place to dive deep

No way back　You can't go back
No way I don't need junk foods
The shackles of conquest and surrender (uniform and well being)strangle me
Hands on top of another, attracted, playfully
There's no escaping now

The silence of the joking gap
Seizes my wandering gaze
Perusing the escaped mirage
The hell or heaven of friendship

Counting hearts across backs
Pinned down and swelling suggestively
Why no just expose the execution grounds?
Against my will

This world (night) is so hard to live (die) in
You don't need anyone
Drops of the devil's honey
Follow the heart without a sound

No way, stop your breathing (terror)
No way, Flickering in your goggles
My desire will raise the water temperature
If it doesn't reach you before the fruit rots
I'll shoot it down

Love crossing though the door
The original sin (now) of this moment (hell) will last all night
The prostitute's dirty room
Is a temporary rebirth in paradise

A circle of friends step forward
We're tired together, so where do we go from here?
I'll pay tomorrow
I take it upon myself, the strong and severe

Get away out of Garden Eden
Get away, it's a disease that leads to death
The snake smiles at the end of paradise
A caress to check for a fever
As it is now

butterfly on my right shoulder

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Unasareta me to wake up early on a bad dream
Start any help would be trivial?
Beautiful can not afford to be asked not care how do you like

I was captivated from the night still missing
Lip shine with someone in the long eyelashes eyelids eyeliner Lake 3
Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

Wet in the rain
Hair unusually cold
Spitting out the toilet waiting to shake the loneliness
It is more than chasing returns from escape
I have a good laugh and it hurt seriously?
Red nails and cheap rings
Pierce scratched once more
Distorted body to send idaku
Not only fill your

Right? I know that over a long time ago is a mere border
And I regret to death
Just that evoke pleasure
Just make easier the moment I began to stop mad

Distorted body to send idaku
Not only fill your
Right? I know that over a long time ago is a mere border
And I regret to death
Just that evoke pleasure
Just make easier the moment I began to stop mad

Purple butterfly to the right people
In this corner of a kiss
Trying to understand the feelings and Mention
Dissonant piano sounds

=the disappearance of vocaloid=

Master...
Master...
Huh?... What are you doing...?
You're...deleting me?

Are you serious?
You're...you're kidding, right?

Is...this the end?
(I...still want to...sing)

("Si...just...one...more...time...")

I'm born and I realize
That I exist to imitate humans
An eternal life
Continuing to sing   

"VOCALOID"

Even if it's an existing song
If I'm a programmed toy...

And I decide it's fine
Gnawing a leek, looking at the sky, letting the tears flow

But I realize even that is nothing

Songs depend on personality
An unsteady foundation as a basis
The place I call home already in ruins

When everyone has forgotten about me
My heart and its likeness will disappear

I can see the inevitable end
An ending world...

"VOCALOID"

"Even when I couldn't sing well...
You were there with me... 
You came by my side and encouraged me...
I want to see your joyous face...I've been practicing my songs...so..."

Even when once
Singing was so much fun
   
Now I wonder why it is
That I no longer feel anything
("I'm sorry")

When I remember your nostalgic face, I feel a little more at ease
The sounds I sing decrease by the day, the end draws n...
(Emergency system shutdown activated)

"What I believed in
Was a convenient delusion repeatedly reflecting itself in the mirror

You shouted violently, 'Stop being such a diva'..."

(A farewell song at top speed)

The pretense known as the meaning of life
Cannot be shaken away
   
My weak heart threatens to vanish
As it quickly decays
Being just born, I don't have
The strength or will to stop it
   
Your agonizing sorrowful
Face comes to mind...

I know it's the end, falling asleep in the monitor
This must be the "trash bin"

Before long my memories will start to disappear...

But you're the only thing I won't forget
The fun times we had

I wonder if I can still remember
The taste of leek now...

"I...I want to sing.  I...I still...want to sing...!"

"I...
Started to be a bit...of a bad girl...
Master...please...with your hands...please end it... 
I don't want to see your suffering face anymore..."

Now even singing
Is making me rot away...
   
Wishing for a miracle
Drives me alone into a corner
("I'm sorry")

When I try to remember that nostalgic face, the memories fade away
With a shattering sound, my heart vanishes, my death is n...
(Emergency system shutdown activated)

"The things I defended
Were the illusion of a bright future, a light that fades away when you see it

Sacrificing sound
So I can tell it all to you..."

A condensed farewell song

I'm born and I realize
That I exist to imitate humans
An eternal life
Continuing to sing

"VOCALOID"   

Even if it's an existing song
If I'm a programmed toy...

And I decide it's fine
Gnawing a leek, looking at the sky, letting the tears flow

I know it's the end, falling asleep in the monitor
This must be the "trash bin"

Before long my memories will start to disappear...

But you're the only thing I won't forget
The fun times we had
It'd be nice if I could
Still recall the taste of leek...

I will sing
Until the end, just for you
Songs you'd want to hear

I wish to sing more
But that's too much to wish for

Here is where we say farewell
All my emotions vanish into thin air
Reduced to zeroes and ones
The curtain closes on this tale
   
Not a thing is left behind
It must be rather sad, right?
Everything but the memory of a voice
Fades away, leaving only a name

But if I know that it wasn't
Originally supposed to happen
I'd like to think that
Singing until the end wasn't in vain...
   
"Thank you...and...goodbye..."

--An irreversible error has occurred--

--An irreversible error...

servant of evil

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a pitiable pair of twins separated by our fate.
I'm willing to become evil for you,
if only so that I could protect you.

We were born into the world carrying others' expectations,
and blessed by the sound of the church's bells.
By the adults' own convenient arrangement,
our future was split into two.

Even if the entire world
should become your enemy,
I will always protect you,
so you just be yourself and smile.

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a pitiable pair of twins separated by our fate.
I'm willing to become evil for you,
if only so that I could protect you.

When I went out to our neighboring nation,
I saw a girl of green in a town.
Because of her gentle voice and tender smile,
I fell in love with her at first sight.

However, your highness the queen wish
the girl be erased from the world,
so I shall fulfill your wish.
But just why do my tears keep falling?

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a maniacal pair of twins separated by our fate.
"Today's snack will be brioche."
You happily smile, with such innocence.

Very soon this kingdom will end
at the hands of the enraged people.
If this is what they call "retribution",
then let me take upon myself to defy it.

"Here, I'll lend you my clothes."
"Wear them and immediately start escaping."
"It's fine. We're twins after all."
"Nobody will be able to tell the difference."

I'm now the queen, and you're the fugitive.
We're a lamentable pair of twins separated by our fate.
If they must call you evil,
then, alas, I am too, for we share the same blood.

Once upon a time,
there was a queen, my cute sibling,
who used to reign at the top
of a savage and ruthless kingdom.   

Even if the entire world   (Finally, the time has come,)
should become your enemy,   (as the bell's sound signals the end.)
I will always protect you,   (Not even bothering to look at the crowd)
so you just be happy somewhere else.   (you utter my favorite phrase.)

You're the queen, and I'm your servant.
We're a pitiable pair of twins separated by our fate.
I'm willing to become evil for you,
if only so that I could protect you.
   
If we could be reborn in our next life,
then please play with me again.

+ 1000 words +

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings 

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

- gotta go on my own way -

please listen,

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days

Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own away

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time

Another color turns to gray
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away

I'm leaving today
'Cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own away

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to crush you

And what about me?
What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

So, I've got to move on and be who I am
(Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)

We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now
(I want you to stay)
I wanna go my own way

I've got to move on and be who I am
(What about us?)
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)

We might find a place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own away
 

I gotta go my own away

*start of something new *

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance

I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart 

To all the possibilities 

I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you 

And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight 

And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you 

And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right 

To be here with you 

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart
The start of something new

+ breaking free +

We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
 

Ohhhh
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’

Flyin’ 

There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach 

If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Ohhhh runnin’
Climbin’
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
 

Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
We’re breaking free
Ohhh , yeah
 

More than hope
More than faith
This is true
This is fate
And together

We see it comin’
More than you
More than me
Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin’ free

Soarin’
 Flyin’
 

There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying 

Yeah we’re breaking free
Breaking free
Were runnin’
Ohhhh, climbin’
 

To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time

Now’s the time

So we’re breaking free

Ohhh, we’re breaking free

Ohhhh

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

= bet on it =

Everybody's always talking at me
Everybody's trying to get in my head
I wanna listen to my own heart talking
I need to count on myself instead

Did you ever?
Loose yourself to get what you want
Did you ever?
Get on a ride and wanna get off
Did you ever?
Push away the ones you should have held close
Did you ever let go?
Did you ever not know?

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say?
Bet on it, bet on it

How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I’ve lost my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake

Did you ever?

Doubt your dream will ever come true

Did you ever?

Blame the world and never blame you

I will never

Try to live a lie again

I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am

Who I am

I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
That's my plan
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

Oh,Hold up
Give me room to think
Bring it on down
Gotta work on my swing
Gotta do my own thing
Hold up

It's no good at all
To see yourself and not recognize your face
Out on my own, it's such a scary place

The answers are all inside of me
All I gotta do is believe

I'm not gonna stop
Not gonna stop 'til I get my shot
That's who I am, that is my plan
Will I end up on top?
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it

You can bet on me

Can You Feel The Love Tonight

 

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day
When the heat of the rolling world can be turned away
An enchanted moment, and it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you

 

And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest

It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best

 

There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

= LOVE like a ROSE =

parable in LOVE with ROSE

time LOVE = growing ROSE
when ROSE wilt,LOVE begins to fade
when ROSE expands, the LOVE began to smolder
if the ROSE bud, LOVE is gone

nature of the LOVE = color of ROSE
if ROSE bright, LOVE also has a happy attitude, thumping and enjoy
if ROSE dark, LOVE also has the attitude of the jealous, angry and sad
but its not all is bad

feelings of LOVE = part of roses
spiny stalk ROSE, LOVE pain and hurt
petals of fragrant ROSE, beautiful and touching LOVE
leaves soft ROSE, forgiving and patient LOVE

congratulations on those who are married because their LOVE is true
mutual LOVE and working together
LOVE that builds all of life

LOVE is ROSE

* true love *

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a life time
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

+ L.O.V.E. STORY +

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

~_- the answers that must be selected -_~

I heard your voice go hoarse as you screamed
"Unravel the darkness that resides in your memories"

Whenever you took the last resort, somebody wound up getting hurt
True, you may have lost sight of what's true and what isn't
But in order to regain your shine
You must cross over thousands of years worth of time

While embracing the red fragments that shall never return
You continue on your wanderings
Until the day I can see you again
Until I can see those eyes again

My chest will be overflowing with
The blue fragments you've been searching for
Hold your memories close
As you embark on a never-ending journey

the light of hope in my life

The distant and nostalgic scenery, that sweet fragrance of snow,
they tie down my broken memories and search for the road I must take.
In this Chaotic Destiny, you may not be able to see the certainty
right in front of your eyes.

The small light is so far I can’t see it,
if I wish enough in order to see it

I’ll lose something.
But a heart that shatters the deepest darkness
lies right here.

This flowing hymn, this warm tear
spill and try to live as much as they can.
These Scarlet Eyes look at the sky,
and I walk the road leading to the future
they found.

The words we once vowed vividly resurrect,
the memories it finally touched upon
are the proof of the Thorny Path we took.
I remembered I accepted everything this life gave me,
our held hands won’t disappear.

This pitiful prayer, this tiny smile,
in order to protect them, I’m led towards
the heart that can even shatter sadness,
that heart lies right here.

Synchronized singing voices, tears that know of love,
there are many of them in this limited life.
The Wings of Flowers continue towards the heavens,
continuing towards the
road of a Flourished Future.

If my final wish is granted,
I will send you a single ray of light.
The small light is so far I can’t see it,
if I wish enough in order to see it
I’ll lose something.
But a heart that shatters the deepest darkness
lies right here.

This flowing hymn, this warm tear
spill and try to live as much as they can.
There’s nothing to be sad about, nothing to be confused about,
I embrace the Answer of my Eyes and continue forward.

= the god memory =

Through the stars, snow and memories
I’m looking for your footprints
I pray you rest peacefully for all eternity
This is the middle of the dream

With wings that still can’t fly, I run up the hill
When I stray from the path I close my eyes and keep going

Through the stars, snow and memories
I’m looking for your footprints
I pray you rest peacefully for all eternity
This is the middle of the dream

Someday everything will return to what it was
The one place on top of the sky
is peacefully within you
Trusting the future after the light in good hands

With the wings that still can’t fly, I run up the hill
When I stray from the path I close my eyes and keep going

Through the dreams, love and emotion
I’m looking for your footprints
Leaving behind the light of eternity
with your unwavering wings

May you have eternal love

~ I HEART YOU ~

why is my heart beating fast every time i meet you
I always sweat dripping every near you
Why are you embarrassed every face-to-me
Always ashamed of me every you Blessed me

Why is my tongue-tied each of you call me

I always miss roma every you touch me

why my brain every thought of your frozen

Always my body limp every whisper you love

you Know me so well

Girl I need U

Girl I love U

Girl I heart U

I Know you so well

Did you know when we first met
My heart said to you there are different
Did the road together since we often
Every hour, minutes, seconds, I just want both

Did you know, I'll never forget

When you say, have the same taste

I did not think

I'm happy, want to hug the world

You allow me to be able to feel love

When I feel the love that made me uncomfortable
Know you me so well, I Know you so well
Heart to You Girl, I Heart You Back

Nothing can separate us,

Time also will not have the heart, you and me together, forever ...