Until The Final Key ......

although I've tried ....
you still continue to emphasize my attempt to be more
although I've kept on your side ...
you continue to blame me for not watching you

ever you smile sweetly and say thank you?

ever you see me and feel proud of myself that continue to be by your side?
is there any sense of disappointment when you've just said the rude word  to me?

are you crying and lonely when I was not there beside you

but when I was near you and always pay attention to your
with upset and angry face, I cast out  and wish I had never been born

but that does not mean I'm not needed in this world
I was there, in the world there must be a goal
therefore, no matter what people say about myself
I'll go ahead and continue to be at your side

until the final key
where a new world open to you and you have to leave me
in the first place we met, dear